an EX-plain-NATION

I look at you and smile, because I haven't seen you in a while.
The distance is tearing us apart.
But I can hold the memories in heart.
I hate being this far away.
I feel like I can't express the things I need to say.
People say things that aren’t true.
So no matter what I’m sticking with you.
Whether you like it or not I’ll always be here,
to wipe away every single tear.
Whenever you need me, you know where I’ll be.
I'm always in some crazy memory.
Your pictures are up on my wall. I kept them all.
You really don't know what you mean to me,
but hopefully this explanation will make you see.
I could never stay mad at you.
You're special in everything you do.
You've taught me a lot of lessons,
and I'm thankful for all of your blessings.
It's just that I try to be happy,
but the more I try the more everyone hates me.
It's like the harder I work, the more they take,
the more I heal, the more they break.
The happier I get, the more miserable they are.
Sometimes I get so close but feel so far.
All I’m asking is please don't hurt me.
I'm hurting where only I can see.
I wish I could tell you all the things I want to say.
I wish you were here with me everyday.
I know some things I did to you were cruel.
Believe me when I say I was a fool.
 

So please just give me another try.

Breakin' Chains - Circles

new song promo for our next release.
stay tune and stay true XXL .
keepers of the fart mafakas !!
 

 

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BANE live in KL 2012

 

untuk kali ke-2 diorang datang KL, before ni 2 tahun lepas kot kat one cafe, aku main show tu. mujur si aaron ni ingat aku lagi , terharu bila dia tanya breakin'chains main ke tak ? auuww. apa-apa pun nice show juga tahun ni, rabak gila sampai wan samok patah kaki kot haha . get well soon wan . thanks brnwrck for the awesome show ever .

this one for you

As I look back on all that's happened
growing up, growing together, changing you, changing me
there were times when we dreamed together, when we laughed and cried together.

As I look back on those days, I realize how much I truly miss you
The past may be gone forever and whatever the future holds,
our today's make the memories of tomorrow.

for all we have meant to each other and for whatever the future may hold.
You know somebody, and they cry for you. They stay awake at night and dream of you.
I bet you never even know they do, but somebody's here is crying for you.

A part of you has grown in me. And so you see, it's you and me together forever and never apart, maybe in distance, but never in heart.
For everything you have missed, you have gained something else, and for everything you gain, you lose something else.
Somewhere there is someone that dreams of your smile, and finds in your presence that life is worthwhile, so when you are lonely remember it’s true, someone somewhere is thinking of you.

I can shed my tears when you’re gone,
or I can smile because you still lived.
I can close my eyes and pray that you’ll come back,
or I can open my eyes and see all your left.

You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday,
or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.

Semua pergi tinggal aku sendiri

Lepas satu, satu yang pergi . Lumrah dunia, habis madu mmg sepahnya dibuang . Aku sepah yang asalnya daripada madu ke? Haha . Mudah sungguh manusia berubah ! Susah diri untuk menyayangi tapi mudah untuk membenci . Janji mesti tinggal janji, ahh aku dah masak dengan janji . Janji manis lebih daripada tebu . Tak mampu nak berkata sebenarnya , cuma mampu merapu . Aku tiada siapa Terus pergi dan tidak akan cari pengganti Tiada ruang memori untuk diisi kerana semuanya padat Padat berisi memori dari hari Dimana kau masih ada disisi .

penat

penat sebenarnya nak fikir karang blog ni semua, semenjak ada twitter takpayah sibuk aku nak update blog dan gelanggang puisi aku . fuhh . nasib baik ada twitter, tempat untuk orang forever alone mcm aku haha . aku pun tak tau nak tulis apa sebenarnya , cuma nak cakap yang aku ni seorang budak gemuk hitam berbulu yang bodoh . peringatan kepada kawan-kawan diluar sana, jangan percaya orang lain selain daripada keluarga sendiri . kelak binasa otak kome mcm otak teman skrg haha

akhirnya semua hilang

semua hilang
senyum
gembira
gelak
ketawa
sedih
merajuk
pedih
semua hilang .

terima kasih kerana mengajar aku erti SAKIT
terima kasih kerana mengajar aku erti PERIT

i do appreciate you .
i do miss you
but seriously i hate you .
thanks again .
god bless you always.